I cried while reading your entry. I'm sorry. It just hurts when I see you suffering and there's nothing I can do about it. Really nothing. I would hunt him down and strangle him for doing this to you. I know it's pointless to say all these, but I want you to move on as quickly as possible. Everybody wants that from you.I know saying this makes no difference. I know if you could, you would choose to forget him this instant. I know it's not easy and don't say I don't understand, cos I do. I'm going through hell now and it's lame saying this, but I don't want you to hurt the way I'm hurting now. What you're feeling now, I think I'm feeling it too, maybe less, or maybe more, I don't know. I'm at a loss for words. The only way I can help is to be here and here I'm. I'm sorry I haven't been able to spend time with you. I'm sorry I've been a lousy friend. I know I've failed in this aspect. I'm really sorry.
I know you'd hate me for saying this, but, divert your attention to something else. Maybe not studying for now, but just something else. It might help. I've been trying to do that but maybe it's not helping me. I hope it'll help you.
I love you and I care. ALOT.
Sleep early darling.
Fyi, you made me cry ALOT.
BimboQueen
3/23/2005 12:45:00 am
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The BimboQueen
Serene Loo;
Femme;
19 September 1987;
Nineteen going on Twenty;
Mass Communication Graduate;
Account Management Executive;
Nightlife;
Retail therapy & more retail therapy;
Very trigger happy;
hayzelle@hotmail.com
