Sometimes I don't even know why I'm still friends with the ex-es. I'm not saying I don't wanna stay friends with them, I'm just saying... If you still drag the horrid past in, how can we put it behind us right? I really don't know what is it you want. Certain things in life are supposed to remain secrets. I'm sure you know what I mean. Other friendships and such are also important. Loyalty. Secrets that are supposed to be kept secrets cannot be said out loud, even to you, even if we had a past.
To you, who reads me: I'm not gonna apologise. Cos it's not my fault. I really don't want things between us to turn bad. If you know me well enough, you would know I hate making enemies. Maybe one day when I'm ready, I'll tell you. But for now, I can't and I won't. Please respect my decision. And I won't beg you if you ignore me. Cos if you really do ignore me over this trival matter, I'll have no choice but to leave it at that and think that you're really shallow actually. Don't use our friendship to threaten me, really. I would be sorry to lose a friend like you, but that's all, nothing more. I'm not mad at you. You can talk to me as usuall do, but if you won't, I'll leave it as it is. Cos I tried but you chose to ignore me.
BimboQueen
2/27/2005 11:13:00 pm
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The BimboQueen
Serene Loo;
Femme;
19 September 1987;
Nineteen going on Twenty;
Mass Communication Graduate;
Account Management Executive;
Nightlife;
Retail therapy & more retail therapy;
Very trigger happy;
hayzelle@hotmail.com
