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thursday
went to meet shengjuan and hanni poks at harbourfront. we went to siloso. but good gracious, it started raining like 15 minutes after we reached. it was so depressing. so the 3 of us headed down to sunset bay beach bar to get a drink and some foodies. and the rain just got heavier. God must hate me. hehe. and it rained like the whole afternoon till about 3 plus when we were going to shower. so saddening. we did not get to beach at all. instead, we just took pictures lah. got alot of embarassing pictures which will only be for personal viewing. =]
headed to hanni's place after that. we were looking at photos - of hanni's childhood till those in recent years. muahaha. but winner of the day was exbee's picture. i can use that to blackmail exbee now. so exbee, you better not be mean to me. or i'll just get that picture from hanni and show it to the whole world. *evil laughter*
after showering, we headed down to hanni's aunt maureen's place. hanni's cousin, jaslyn, from aussie is in spore. we got ready and jas, hanni and i cabbed down to rouge for the party organised by NP's CTV. met mabel and steph and we went in together. there were many familiar faces, people from both MCM & FSV. it was quite boring. cos there were only like bands playing. electrico, pug jelly... and there were dumb games. not what i wanted to do for the night. so we left rouge around 10 and headed to attica for the heineken launch party. attica's catered to the older crowd. the age limit was 21, but we strolled in as though our dads owned the place. haha. so we got in ayes. the music there was so... you know, house and trance and such. like buddhabar's music. not my cup of tea. met the seniors beepians there. there was david, nasrul, cody, siang wei, yicheng... yeah, 5 of them i think. steph went home from attica cos she was feeling down. poor girl, hope she feels much better. we didn't appreciate attica, so me, mabes, hanni and jas cabbed down to mhmd sultan. we wanted to go to cheeky monkeys but as hanni says it's like bangla-fied. so we went to angel instead. and that place was damn empty lah. and i mean really empty. there were only 2 ahlians on the dance floor. the whole club had like... 7 customers only, including us.the bouncer cum manager was nice. he gave us a free jug of bourbon coke. it was ladies night at angel. so it was free entry plus 2 free drinks. nice environment to chill. it's a narcissistic place because they have a huge mirror on the wall and you can watch yourself dance. niceee. and i got really high at angel... all the drinking and smoking and stuff. i've never smoked so much before. went crazy and danced like a wild bitch. and errhhhmmm. yeah, this is embarassing. haha. i pole danced. isn't that embarassing? aiyah, but it was not dirty dancing lah. just shaking. muahha. and the DJ was nice. we requested him to play RNB instead of techno. and he did. went back to rouge around 1 plus and by that time, rouge was pretty empty already. the beepian seniors were there by then. the music was pretty okay. it was RNB at least. decent music. so we danced and i drank and smoked. and guess what? for the first time, i puked. i puked on nasrul's hand while he was trying to straighten the plastic bag for me. eeks! sorry nasrul booboos. i kept on telling them "i'm not drunk, i'm just high". and the guys kept laughing cos they thought that was cute. like wtf. nasrul took care of me. made sure i drank lime water and all. yay. and when siangwei saw me puked, he puked too. hehe. funny guy. i think he was grossed out by my puke. we are officially puking mates. and yicheng got so worried. he says i shouldn't club anymore. haha. supper later with my girls and the guys. and they laughed at me again. and said i was wasted. i was so not wasted. eight hours of clubbing. like marathon. no wonder i was so shagged. and i behaved okay. really, i behaved! =]
friday
i skipped 2 tutorials. haha. it was of no use. and i was damn shagged. then i headed down to school at 2pm to do loc vid stuff. we took eons. cos we were a lil bimbotic with the camera. oh well, it's done eventually. yay. jenny said i didn't miss anything for the tutorials. shucks, i still have not looked at graph comm project on mel. think i'll die while looking at it. hmm... we went for dinner after the shoot. at al ameen again. our favourite tomyam. yummy yum yum. people, there's a 10% discount for NP students now. so go eat at al ameen! only me, mabel and jenny. then we decided to go pooling. erh, yeah. we embarassed ourselves again. laughed really loudly. and now there's one kinda pool style called "jenny". we named it after jenny dolly. haha. you all should ask her what style it is. there was this cute malay guy at the next table. he was oh-so-hot in my opinion. but they thought otherwise. and i was tempted to ask for his number. but i never ask for guys' numbers. and i'm regretting it now. and jenny even wanted to help me ask. i couldn't help but stare at him. and he stared, and i stared and he stared and i stareed. so sweet.
saturday - today
went to school for NP Ambassadors training. for NP's open house in like a month's time. it was not really boring. for once. but i was damn tired. must be the 8 hours clubbing thing. lunched with some of the ambs. hurhurhur. found out some stuff ayes. shall not mention anything.
then me and ninis went to causeway point cos i wanted to buy some stuff for christmas. then bodyshop had a sale, so we bought foundation powder. it was effing cheap.
hanni went to her sister's place and i went back jb, cos i had to attend this housewarming thing. it was damn boring. i think i could have fallen asleep. so glad i'm home now. =]
feels good.
i think i should go to bed soon. but i shall post some pictures from thursday at siloso and from today's lunch.
from friday night // edits.
So, it's my fault? So, I deserved what I got? It's okay if the others don't trust what I say, but to think you said that it was my fault, that I deserved what I got. How could you say that? I'm fucking disappointed and hurt. And to think you want it to bring it up again, after it's been over for few weeks. And every time somebody brings it up, I feel so icky again. I may look okay everyday, but am I really okay? Do you think this can be forgotten in a span of 3 weeks? No way, I tell you, no way. Why don't you try being in my position? Why don't you try being me for a day and see the thoughts that run through my mind? Don't threaten me. I won't buy that.
It's my clubbing habits that put me in trouble? It had nothing to do with partying. Aren't you a clubber yourself?
I don't need you to tell me how I should lead my life.
You were worse off at 17.
I've forgiven that fucker.
But I'll hate that person, for life.
BimboQueen
12/18/2004 10:05:00 pm
