the after effects of yesterday night. terrible. but i'm missing it.
shagged-ness
denial
confused
guilt-stricken
what more can i say? my mind's in a whirl.
but i had fun with the girls - xinghui, sharmaine, denise and lydia. and a million other people there.
lydia stepped on my foot so many times. haha. my foot even bled. one crazy biatch. =] and her butch eye candy is HOT.
denise reminds me of nuanyi. demure-rish.
sharmaine's got a hot bod clad in a super short dress. and a skirt underneath the dress. cos the dress was too short.
and xinghui, well, i love her even more every time i see her. don't ask why. i hope you'll feel better babe. you don't deserve to feel this way. you really don't.
SAB today was totally boring. i fell asleep during class lah. but who cares? it's just SAB. thank God for mabel, stephanie and juan.
i managed to RUN to the tennis conner for S&W. haha. with stephanie tham. but mabel couldn't make it! so tragic lah. so mabel joined softball with jenny. sigh. sorry mabesie. but it would be so much more fun if you will be around.
met up kent at boys town for a while after S&W. sorry mabel and jenny, we couldn't go pool. kent's still the same old bay boy. now, probably worse. sigh.
saylin always tells me that he thinks i'm not matured enough to handle poly life. it's a big jump from secondary school. maybe he's right. maybe i'm really not ready for this big, cruel world. this world that has so many politics. he says i've changed alot from beepee days. am i really a bitch now? am i really becoming someone i would have hated back then in beepee? his advice: i have to catch up and grow up even faster.
that look in your eyes. your gaze. priceless.
BimboQueen
12/08/2004 11:53:00 pm
