i spent nearly the whole day in the library today, with mr projectroom. hmm, i managed to study a little. less than expected. but oh well, i shouldn't be so ambitious. i got to know mr projectroom better. found out some stuff about him. basically, had a great day today. thanks aye. sorry to have made you "lose concentration" cos i just can't stop procrastinating. i can't stop digressing. i can't concentrate. i'm a bad study partner. you'll do well for your paper. no worries, you're smart. good luck for it.
as i was in the bus on the way home today, i fell asleep, woke up in a completely different place that i never say before. yes, i know i stay in jb, but i just don't know my way around well. i thought i missed my stop. but i didn't. the driver just happened to turn into another road. pfft. and i panicked for nothing.
i didn't dare to fall asleep after that.so after that i just kept on thinking and thinking. and suddenly i thought about my blog. then i realised that five years down the road, when i look back at my blog... it'll just be so sweet and i will feel that i was darn immature when i was 17. but, i guess these are the experiences that will make me grow.
and i was just talking with xinghui on the phone just now and we just talked about Him and realised that we've drifted so far apart from Him. and it's kinda sad how we only turn to Him when we have problems. if i was Him, i would weep everyday. He gave his love unconditionally and that's how i treat him. xinghui and i happened to talk about christians' and their lives and i somehow realised that i've never led my life in a way to please Him, a life that's not going against His wil. i bet people who don't know i'm a christian has never seen a "Godly aspect" in my life. and to some christians', their walk with God is no longer a "relationship" thing. chrisitanity just becomes a religion not a relationship. this is sad, but true.
sigh. the passion just died down. please renew my faith God.
i'm so glad i'm spending the night at xinghui's tomorrow. we plan to go swimming in the morning, rent a chick flick and just have girly talks in her room.
and i'm doing all this before marketing exam. slap me somebody. and i'll be spending the whole of friday and saturday out, which leaves only sunday to study. i know i can... He'll manage my time for me. thank you God. *sayangs*
i feel so relieved now after handing up my flash project. hurhurhur.
it's time to hit the bed.
BimboQueen
10/15/2004 01:06:00 am
