Dear God, i really dont wanna go NS.
i know You have a reason for this.
but i just find it so hard to accept.
kiankee said: "look at it another way, maybe it's a blessing, who knows maybe that year NP kena bomb and then you are happily in msia."
yes kiankee, i know you are trying to comfort me. but if NP gets bomb, i think i'll be even more upset. all my lovely T106-ians... oh boy oh boy. i am getting all sentimental here.
thanks for all your lovely tags darlings. you make me feel better... maria: yes, i was wondering if i could wear a pink uniform instead of a fugly blue one. *whines*. and i shall bring a pink bag. and if they probably make me hold a gun, i'll end up shooting myself. juan: could you go and pull their balls and make sure they've got saggy balls for the rest of their lives? i would really appreciate it, juan. jenny: yes, then i'll just have to learn self defence from "the brudders". you know who i mean, don't you? =) eve: be proud of the bimbsy me. bimbos cannnn do it! gerlie high fives? hanni: yes pray hard for me hanni. if i don't get deferrment. boom. i am outta poly for one sem in 2005. fucking assholes. and this means i won't graduate with you guys. *whines*
check out Benita's blog, whereby she's slamming malaysia. but yes, i am so angry now, i don't give a bullshit anymore about me being a malaysian. screw it. and gwen's gonna start a petition for me. it's gonna be called 'Let Serene Loo continue her studies and defer from NS!'
i'll be strong. i know i have to. look, women have been fighting for equality for so long, we've got it now. we should be happy! we are playing an important role in the society. we are counted on to give birth to babies. and we have to defend the country.... we are important people. and we are NOT the weaker sex. screw the mcp's out there. and i can take this as an opportunity to shed the flabs. haha. yes....!!!
i went to church today morning. it was their 16th anniversary. i kinda miss churching. so i will start going churching again. and i will go for the youth thingie on friday nights. yes i will. i don't wanna be a backslider anymore.
i miss You and i want You back in my life. "hold me close, let Your love surround me. bring me near, draw me to your side." i just love "power of Your love". i feel so emotional everytime i sing it.
serene the bimboqueen aka princess looloo shall be in denial no more!
BimboQueen
10/03/2004 06:55:00 pm
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The BimboQueen
Serene Loo;
Femme;
19 September 1987;
Nineteen going on Twenty;
Mass Communication Graduate;
Account Management Executive;
Nightlife;
Retail therapy & more retail therapy;
Very trigger happy;
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