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Thursday, August 12, 2004
i jus got into a relationship, jumped out of it within a day. that's the record man. i didn't mean to. but maybe it was because i found him too possesive. he wanted me to remove the friendster picture that i took with weikean. weikean's my best friend. there's nothing going on between us. and i can't believe he would be so sensitive. reality hit me last night whejn he told me to remove the picture. if this was the start and he is so possesive, what will happen in the future? a relationship is supposed to be between just two people. we don't have to tell it to the whole wide world. i mean, that's just not my way of doing things. i m so sorry, if you are reading this. i know sorry won't make a difference to what i just did. but i think i might just be scared of the freedom i'll be losing if i get attached. i won't be use to it. i m so used to the life i m leading now. and i m so scared of you. no guy has ever shouted at me the way you did. demanded me to do stuff the way you did. i know i m selfish in your eyes. we jumped into things too fast. that was a huge mistake right from the start. you know my past, i just cant let go of it. you know the hurt and pain i went through because of my ex. how the relationship with my parents and the rest of my family was ruined. i m just scared history will repeat itself. you assure me that you'll bring me happiness when i m with you. every guy who was with me, told me that. but in the end, what happened? i still got hurt. so please do not try to promise me things that you don't think you'll be able to fulfill. now you know where your mistakes lie. your posessiveness will freak girls out, just the way it freaked me out. so please try to change. i know it won't be easy because of your past. but please try alright? and please do not revert back to your attitude problem-ness just because we are no longer together. please do change, it's for your own sake. for your future. we will still be friends alright?


BimboQueen
8/12/2004 08:19:00 pm

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Serene Loo; Femme; 19 September 1987; Nineteen going on Twenty; Mass Communication Graduate; Account Management Executive; Nightlife; Retail therapy & more retail therapy; Very trigger happy; hayzelle@hotmail.com