oh shittie booboos. crappie doodoos. i've got a crush on someone. this is bad. i m not supposed to like him. but i can't help myself. he's my type of guy. cute, humorous... sweet! nope. its not d. wee. haha. well, anyway, i feel so guilty, but u jus can't control feelings. and we are pretty close. i feel like crap. i cant tell him i like him. he'll die of shock. and he has high expectations for girls. and i dun tink he likes me. but we flirt with one another. its not my fault. he started first. now i am hooked on him. like being hooked on marijuana probably. somebody, slap me please. i always do something i am nt allowed to do. and end up feeling guilty abt it later.
i've spilled my "greatest, deepest, darkest secret" to 2 people. nope, its not de crush thingie. it's sth else. and both of them were totally shocked. the one i told last week even cried. scary huh. the one i told like 30 minutes ago was ultimately freaked out too. crappiness. i love dropping bombs on people. but i m feeling all guilty about it... for like nearly a year.
and i had a good talk with val todae during writ comm tutorial. thanks babe, u really try ur best to encourage me and i really thank God for u. love ya gerlie!
ok. back to web graph project. i couldnt concentrate on my project cos i kept thinking about him. this is bad. very bad. slap me. again.
BimboQueen
7/30/2004 02:51:00 am
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The BimboQueen
Serene Loo;
Femme;
19 September 1987;
Nineteen going on Twenty;
Mass Communication Graduate;
Account Management Executive;
Nightlife;
Retail therapy & more retail therapy;
Very trigger happy;
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